Passenger

Has to be one of my favorite Deftones songs and I love Deftones!

Here I lay
Still and breathless
Just like always
Still I want some more
Mirrors sideways
Who cares what’s behind
Just like always
Still your passenger
Chrome buttons, buckles and leather surfaces
These and other lucky witnesses
Now to calm me
This time won’t you please
Drive faster
Roll the windows down
This cool night air is curious
Let the whole world look in
Who cares who sees anything
I’m your passenger
I’m your passenger
Drop these down and
Put them on me
Nice cool seats
There to cushion your knees
Now to calm me
Take me around again
Just don’t pull over
This time would you please drive faster
Roll the windows down
This cool night air is curious
Let the whole world look in
Who cares who sees what tonight
Roll these misty windows down
To catch my breath
And then go and go and go just drive me
Home and back again
Here I lay just like always
Don’t let me go
Take me to the edge

Dead Hearts

I wont go whistling by your grave

If you don’t go? whistling in my mind

Welcome to a place where nightmares
Are the best part of my day

I’m buried in this house
I’ll never leave this floor

A page full of je t’aime’s for you

I know I should have said it more

Video Games

I LOVE this!

Swinging in the backyard
Pull up in your fast car
Whistling my name

Open up a beer
And you take it over here
And play a video game

I’m in his favorite sun dress
Watching me get undressed
Take that body downtown

I say you the bestest
Lean in for a big kiss
Put his favorite perfume on

Go play a video game

It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It’s better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do

Singing in the old bars
Swinging with the old stars
Living for the fame

Kissing in the blue dark
Playing pool and wild darts
Video games

He holds me in his big arms
Drunk and I am seeing stars
This is all I think of

Watching all our friends fall
In and out of Old Paul’s
This is my idea of fun
Playing video games

It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It’s better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do

(Now you do)

It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It’s better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby now you do

First Day Of My Life

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They’re spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don?t know where I am
I don?t know where I?ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I?d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you’d just woke up
And you said ?this is the first day of my life
I?m glad I didn?t die before I met you
But now I don?t care I could go anywhere with you
And I?d probably be happy?

9 Crimes

I’m really busy at work, but I love this song and had to share it. I typically listen to Damien Rice when I fall asleep. This song played on my Pandora station this morning.

<3 <3 <3

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It’s the wrong time
For somebody new
It’s a small crime
And I’ve got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If u don’t shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
With you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It’s the wrong time
She’s pulling me through
It’s a small crime
And I’ve got no excuse

Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
I give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If you don’t shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
If I give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?

No…

What’s New

So Lots of things going on in life! I’ve decided to stop blogging in the middle of the night…

I haven’t blogged in a long time. I’ll pick up where I left off I guess.

4th of July weekend was crazy! Ryan’s brother Allen came to visit and brought his friends. It was an extremely unique weekend to say the least. We did go to some exciting events. My brother got a job with this guy cutting trees and he goes to this place called speed world it was interesting! It’s this huge area and on one side they have a mud pit set up and people are driving huge trucks through the mud (mud bogging). In another area they have motor cross type stuff going on, huge hills and all kinds of off road vehicles. On another side they have a 1/4 mile drag strip set up. I had fun.

The next day we all went to a baseball game for the holiday. It was fun baseball, beer and pizza. Here’s Ryan and I:

I also, celebrated my birthday on July 10th. I had a few people over, made veggie burgers and went swimming. My mom and Ryan went and got me a cake:

On a sour note. I’m extremely irritated with the road conditions of my neighborhood! There is no way for me to avoid road construction on my way to work! I’ve gotten 3 screws in my tires in the past 3 weeks. I’m really angry! I decided to start taking pictures… I didn’t take a picture of the first one.

This is the second screw:

This is the third next to Ryans finger:

I’m so thankful I have a wonderful husband who also, just happens to be able to fix anything and everything! So far he has been able to plug the holes in my tires from these screws. However, this last one was huge and the hole was really big so he put my spare donut ire on my car. At this point both of my back tires have been plugged and my front tire has been replaced with a donut… I can’t put my frustration into words. I called around to get tire prices today and the cheapest I could find with discounts and coupns was $510 UGH!!! Of course this would happen just when I’m planning to take a week off and go to Las Vegas for a couple days. I wont let this tire/screw incident mess up my vacation! I’m working from home tomorrow and then going to get my tires replaced on Friday morning before I go to work. After that I have a whole week off! I’m so excited. Ryan and I have been planning this for a long time! Now that it’s only 2 days away – I’m worried the vacation is going to fly by…and it will. That’s okay. This will be the first of many vacations we take together! It’s already 11:30ish. I should go to bed now.

I also, started doing yoga with Diane. On Saturday when I got home from Yoga I made Ryan and I breakfast:

I really liked this version of this song!

Truth

I was sitting at my desk eating my peanut butter and jelly with my bag of organic baby spinach and little white carrots. I was listening to Pandora and heard this. I love Regina Spektor! It was the first time I’ve heard this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-pxRXP3w-sQ

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one?s laughing at God
When they?re starving or freezing or so very poor

No one laughs at God
When the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one?s laughing at God
When it?s gotten real late
And their kid?s not back from the party yet

No one laughs at God
When their airplane start to uncontrollably shake
No one?s laughing at God
When they see the one they love, hand in hand with someone else
And they hope that they?re mistaken

No one laughs at God
When the cops knock on their door
And they say we got some bad news, sir
No one?s laughing at God
When there?s a famine or fire or flood

*Chorus*
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they?re ?bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he?ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious
Ha ha
Ha ha

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one?s laughing at God
When they?ve lost all they?ve got
And they don?t know what for

No one laughs at God on the day they realize
That the last sight they?ll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one?s laughing at God when they?re saying their goodbyes
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they?re ?bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he?ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughing at God in hospital
No one?s laughing at God in a war
No one?s laughing at God when they?re starving or freezing or so very
poor

No one?s laughing at God
No one?s laughing at God
No one?s laughing at God
We?re all laughing with God